I am not angry, but I am sensitive- Part II

Just like to say, SENSITIVE person, in my defination, is not a BUSY people, but a person who really understand others feeling and notice the slight changes of emotion for the friend in a friction of time.

Last Friday I may seems angry, actually I was not angry. I was just sensitive to listen some words or some terms that make me feel discomfort.

I think everyone has his or her sensitive topics, in which they don't like people to ask or to know. May be to you is not a big deal, but to some people, it is really a sensitive item to them.

They are nothing wrong about my friends, just that I am quite sensitive to some topics.

Most wonderful Wedding Dinner

We attended our colleague wedding. It held in Sheraton Hotel. I was so thrilled since I expected it should be a very nice wedding. Yes it is indeed a very nice and wonderful wedding dinner I ever visit.

All our team members were invited, except one person who seems a bit "non-related". I not sure whether his boss will feel the thread that he will join us in the future. Just pulling his leg.

The wedding ceremony was very nice and wonderful. The whole dinner was flawless expect the small technical problem for the montage presentation.

The wedding dinner menu ... Delicious

The couple enter the ballroom

The moment when entering

Nice live band performance while entering

The traditional wedding ceremony

The dining ceremony

The seats for the couple and their family

Sweet moment ...

So romantic !!!

British Got Talent's - Paul Potts

Paul Potts (born 1970 in Bristol, England), from Port Talbot in South Wales, is a singer who became the winner of the first series of ITV's Britain's Got Talent, singing operatic arias and impressing the judges in all of his performances. At the time of his victory on Britain's Got Talent, he had been working in The Carphone Warehouse, but following his win he has been signed by the show's judge Simon Cowell to record an album. Potts has previously worked in unpaid opera productions from 1999 to 2003, however, a series of illnesses combined with a bicycle accident in 2003 brought an end to his amateur opera career.







He is so great!!!!!!!

The memory of my father ~ 1930 - 2001

Six years ago, in lunar calender, my father died. I was getting a phone call from my mother, saying that he was died during sleeping. I was shock, but yet still could hold my emotion.

The ceremony had started once we got back to Ipoh. I saw many relatives, including my mother. She did not cry. I was emotionless when I saw my father lying in the coffin. I did not know how to describe my feeling at that moment. My relationship with my father was not good. However, losing a person in the family was really sad. I cried without any reason, since he was father.

Thinking back the childhood was a unforgettable time for me, in which those experience that I encounter in the past really influence me a lot today. I always wonder why I could not be so close with my father as my other friends did. Even the relationship between me and my brother was also as cold as ice. I always wonder why I was put into this family, in which each of us seems to be stranger.

There were many unhappy incident happened in the family. Everyone of us, seems wanted to flee from the home and went to other places. My parents really fight and argue when I was in primary school. It came to a point where they merely divorce. On the little age, I really realize that some marriage could not be last forever and not all marriage will have happy ending.

Other relative look down at my family due to many issue that occurred. It was hard at that time. I suddenly found that, there will be no one to believe except yourself.

Actually to me, I have difficulty in communicate with people, I feel scared when dealing with people, and actually no confidence in marriage.

Old time have passed. That is nothing that I want to blame or accused. Everyone in the world make mistake, it is just depend how you look though it. There are still many things that I need to deal with in the future, especially the communication skills.

2007 Team Building - Part III

4th Aug 2007, another day for the team building. That day will have an activities like Amazing Race in Sungai Klah, Trolak. All of us had to wait up at 7.00 a.m. To me, I slept until 7.30a.m. It was a breakthrough to me since I was the one who wake up first, in which usually KHQ will be the first to wake up.

Breakfast in Trolak Country Resort

After breakfast, we all head to the Sg Klah hot spring park for another exciting event. The morning in this park was nice and breathtaking. Our team flag was so attractive until many admires dying to take picture with it before the game start.

Reflection of the Octopus on the quite pool

Pirate No 2, our team Flag keeper

Admires of our Pirates Flag

The game started and each of the team need to search the answer through the clues and had some video or pictures taken as a prove of team building. We search the whole park and did some silly but yet funny video or pictures capture for some task.

Need to show some funny action in natural sauna - HOT!

Sing song around the durian tree - ORIGINAL SONG!

It is hot, be careful!!!

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So Sweet!! We share the egg we boiled !!!

Oh!! It is painful standing on the stone!!!

We are Pirates of the Sg Klah!!!

The most fun part was that we need to act as Bay Watch in the big pool. It was so fun to play with water. Unfortunately, I think the tasks are too much and we had less time in the pool. I sure will take revenge to my colleague who push me down into water if had chances. However, it was fun.

Malaysia Bay Watch!

Yes !!! It is cool !!!

The fun time did not last long. We all need to back to resort for check out and prizes giving away. All the teams won something. Of course, our team won the Best Flag. The team building was fun, I am looking forward the next year!!!

The lunch before we go back!!!

Private, we have invader!!!

I am not feeling good?

I was surprised to receive a SMS from someone who asked me, "Why are you so angry today, what make you mad?". I was a bit shocked and think for a minute, was I angry that day? Does my face expression sold me out?

I feel I am hard to work with people if I feel that they are not smart enough. This is due to my frequent changing of ideas and my poor ability to communicate with others. It feel good to work with a people who is smart and understandable. However, not everyone is as smart as you expected and I need to accept this truth. Hence, I always try my best to work with others and try not to expect too much.

Sometime I just like to shut myself down when I am with a group of friends. Sometime I just feel that I have nothing to say or not into the interest of the topics, I just like to shut myself down. I may just thinking of other things while listening to what my friends say. I try not to say anything since I may speak wrongly in the conversation that I have no confidence in. May be this make my sensitive colleague, she is a girl, feel that I am angry or mad. I am not mad, just that I am not into the conversation and need some relaxation in my mind. Hence, I put myself into standby mode.

Sometime I really feel offence by some words or some sentences. I may not express it out since I just have a don't care mind inside my heart. However, I just don't feel comfortable to hear people say that I have many money and so on. I am single but it does not mean that I am rich. I still don't want to change my car since it is still workable and not a suitable time to change. I may not have many years to go before I die but why should I need to buy an expensive car? To reveal my status or show that I am a success salary man?

Many people love to drive a good car. Every one have his own interest in life. To me, I am not into car. I prefer to live in a simple way, in a practical way.

2007 Team Building - Part II

The Nice Trolak Country Resort

3rd Aug 2007, our department has a team building held at Trolak Country Resort. As a traditional event as last year, treasure hunt was hunt in the early morning, and the hunt was on all the way to Trolak. I personally have some reason that could not join the hunt, hence I was driving there alone to this beautiful Trolak Country Resort.

Before I wake up that day, KKJM and KKJM's Jie had been contact me through SMS and phone for getting help for the treasure hunt. Well, it was good that they gave me a wake up call that morning. Well, I just wake up and settle some personal thing, then head to the Trolak.

It just took about one and a half hour to drive there. The first event for the day was some indoor activities. We all were divided into six group and each group need to came up a good name. I was fortunate to have a team members that were so active and creative. We named our team as "Pirates" and with our nice slogan of "We are pirates, we will sapu everything."

Our colourful and nice team flag - Best

Without any doubt, we won as the best FLAG maker. Thanks to our Pirate No 1, Mr IS, who brainstorm us and provided us a good name plus a good picture. In addition, not to forget our Pirate No 10, Mr KYL, who came up the brilliant and yet creative team cheers, "We SAPU everything".

After that, we went to check into our room. My room number was 8384. While KC and KKJM's Jie was in room 8380. Although we were in a same block and same floor, it seems that they were having a smaller room than us.

Waiting the driver to the Sungai Klah

After settling everything, we went to the Sungai Klah Hot Spring Park to have some nice and relax hot spring bath.

The Entrance point of the park

Hot spring, hot spring, we are coming!!!

Everyone of us were so happy. The park was nice and really well-maintained. I will strongly recommend to go there as a place to relax and have fun. We all went to the hot spring therapy path and soak our legs into a hot pool. The temperature was about 38C to 40C, but yet was very hot. We all just put our legs inside the hot pool and had a nice talk there.

Our legs are scolding!

In addition to that, there had a family pool there, in which the water was hot but yet comfortable to soak your whole body in. I was so excited and soak myself inside the pool. I asked KKJM's Jie to stand on my back and help me to massage. She was so cruel that asked KHQ and KKJM to stand on my back. Both KHQ and KKJM sure will brake my back if they stand on my back.

So nice to soak inside the hot water

Good way to relax ourselves!

However, we need to head back to the resort for dinner and night walk in the jungle. However, we will come back the following day for the amazing race type of game in this park.



Dinner was quite decent for me, may be I was too hungry for that. We will then went for the jungle walk at night. It was very scary since the jungle was very dark. The most exciting part was when we need to walk in the jungle by touching the string as a guide. The jungle was too dark and the only way to go out was to use your touching sense to go out. We all went into as a team, and walk out as a team. During the walk, we all need to be cooperate in order to find a way out of the dark. I personally found that it was really a good activities, however, the event took many time. It was fun, and yet exhausted.

Later that night, most of us went for a rest since the following day we need to wake up at 7.00 a.m. But for me, it was hard to sleep at 11.00p.m. I asked KKJM, KZH amd KC to have a supper and also to buy the water. I went out with 3Ks and we did have a nice supper along the highway. It was such a nice conversation with them since it was hard to get a time to talk with them during the working hours.

It was quite a nice team building.

By the way, another report on the team building is from KKJM's blog and KKJM's Jie blog.

2007 Team Building - Hot Spring Sg Klah - Part 1

This year our department have the team building in Sg Klah, Trolak, Perak...

Before have a detail story about the team building, let's see some video clips during this video clip ...


You will find that my colleagues always like to bully me.


All are adults, but still have child heart inside the body.

Lampe Berger - A MLM that make failure

I have many friends, or heard from friends, Lampe Berger is a scam in MLM market. It is an indirect scheme of pyramid. The higher level people earn money from the lower level. It is not a healthy MLM scheme.

Many blogs have some report on it. The most popular is the http://antilampeberger.blogspot.com/ , a good and comprehensive blog about the system and the failure and also the craziness that people who join this company.

There are some very funny but yet I think is stupid video clip made from them in youtube to show their exciting activities they have, such as below:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_kNbqzSj0W4
This is a theme song to praise their CEO in Malaysia ? I find it so childish.


Another theme song in Hong Kong.


Some "good" advertisement to attract people.

Below is the report from Hong Kong talking about this issue. If the Lampe Berger MLM system is workable, why all the people now in the world is criticize the Lampe Berger?

Baby Cactus growing up - After 1st April in Cameron Highland

ZAX is the ASTRO NEW TALENT CHAMPION!! ... XiaoXiao also Third... both are my favorites......

ZAX win!!! So happy for him to win due to his great improvement from the previous round until the final round

Wayne become the second on this final round. Although his voice is good, just that he lack of something called charisma.

HsiaoYen really fight for her third place. She was not the favorite to come into final. But I like her, the fighting spirit she have and the style of her stage performance is too good. She always become the winner of the most favorite new talent through the SMS voting.

Crystal is pretty, nice voice and good technique. I think she lose to HsiaoYen during the PK competition for the third place due to single safe. She did not take risk as HsiaoYen did.

She is not my favorite, although she is fifth in the final round. Her voice is great, just that she seems no expression in her face.