Azmi Wedding

I am not angry, but I am sensitive- Part II

Just like to say, SENSITIVE person, in my defination, is not a BUSY people, but a person who really understand others feeling and notice the slight changes of emotion for the friend in a friction of time.

Last Friday I may seems angry, actually I was not angry. I was just sensitive to listen some words or some terms that make me feel discomfort.

I think everyone has his or her sensitive topics, in which they don't like people to ask or to know. May be to you is not a big deal, but to some people, it is really a sensitive item to them.

They are nothing wrong about my friends, just that I am quite sensitive to some topics.

Most wonderful Wedding Dinner

We attended our colleague wedding. It held in Sheraton Hotel. I was so thrilled since I expected it should be a very nice wedding. Yes it is indeed a very nice and wonderful wedding dinner I ever visit.

All our team members were invited, except one person who seems a bit "non-related". I not sure whether his boss will feel the thread that he will join us in the future. Just pulling his leg.

The wedding ceremony was very nice and wonderful. The whole dinner was flawless expect the small technical problem for the montage presentation.

The wedding dinner menu ... Delicious

The couple enter the ballroom

The moment when entering

Nice live band performance while entering

The traditional wedding ceremony

The dining ceremony

The seats for the couple and their family

Sweet moment ...

So romantic !!!

British Got Talent's - Paul Potts

Paul Potts (born 1970 in Bristol, England), from Port Talbot in South Wales, is a singer who became the winner of the first series of ITV's Britain's Got Talent, singing operatic arias and impressing the judges in all of his performances. At the time of his victory on Britain's Got Talent, he had been working in The Carphone Warehouse, but following his win he has been signed by the show's judge Simon Cowell to record an album. Potts has previously worked in unpaid opera productions from 1999 to 2003, however, a series of illnesses combined with a bicycle accident in 2003 brought an end to his amateur opera career.







He is so great!!!!!!!

The memory of my father ~ 1930 - 2001

Six years ago, in lunar calender, my father died. I was getting a phone call from my mother, saying that he was died during sleeping. I was shock, but yet still could hold my emotion.

The ceremony had started once we got back to Ipoh. I saw many relatives, including my mother. She did not cry. I was emotionless when I saw my father lying in the coffin. I did not know how to describe my feeling at that moment. My relationship with my father was not good. However, losing a person in the family was really sad. I cried without any reason, since he was father.

Thinking back the childhood was a unforgettable time for me, in which those experience that I encounter in the past really influence me a lot today. I always wonder why I could not be so close with my father as my other friends did. Even the relationship between me and my brother was also as cold as ice. I always wonder why I was put into this family, in which each of us seems to be stranger.

There were many unhappy incident happened in the family. Everyone of us, seems wanted to flee from the home and went to other places. My parents really fight and argue when I was in primary school. It came to a point where they merely divorce. On the little age, I really realize that some marriage could not be last forever and not all marriage will have happy ending.

Other relative look down at my family due to many issue that occurred. It was hard at that time. I suddenly found that, there will be no one to believe except yourself.

Actually to me, I have difficulty in communicate with people, I feel scared when dealing with people, and actually no confidence in marriage.

Old time have passed. That is nothing that I want to blame or accused. Everyone in the world make mistake, it is just depend how you look though it. There are still many things that I need to deal with in the future, especially the communication skills.

2007 Team Building - Part III

4th Aug 2007, another day for the team building. That day will have an activities like Amazing Race in Sungai Klah, Trolak. All of us had to wait up at 7.00 a.m. To me, I slept until 7.30a.m. It was a breakthrough to me since I was the one who wake up first, in which usually KHQ will be the first to wake up.

Breakfast in Trolak Country Resort

After breakfast, we all head to the Sg Klah hot spring park for another exciting event. The morning in this park was nice and breathtaking. Our team flag was so attractive until many admires dying to take picture with it before the game start.

Reflection of the Octopus on the quite pool

Pirate No 2, our team Flag keeper

Admires of our Pirates Flag

The game started and each of the team need to search the answer through the clues and had some video or pictures taken as a prove of team building. We search the whole park and did some silly but yet funny video or pictures capture for some task.

Need to show some funny action in natural sauna - HOT!

Sing song around the durian tree - ORIGINAL SONG!

It is hot, be careful!!!

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So Sweet!! We share the egg we boiled !!!

Oh!! It is painful standing on the stone!!!

We are Pirates of the Sg Klah!!!

The most fun part was that we need to act as Bay Watch in the big pool. It was so fun to play with water. Unfortunately, I think the tasks are too much and we had less time in the pool. I sure will take revenge to my colleague who push me down into water if had chances. However, it was fun.

Malaysia Bay Watch!

Yes !!! It is cool !!!

The fun time did not last long. We all need to back to resort for check out and prizes giving away. All the teams won something. Of course, our team won the Best Flag. The team building was fun, I am looking forward the next year!!!

The lunch before we go back!!!

Private, we have invader!!!

I am not feeling good?

I was surprised to receive a SMS from someone who asked me, "Why are you so angry today, what make you mad?". I was a bit shocked and think for a minute, was I angry that day? Does my face expression sold me out?

I feel I am hard to work with people if I feel that they are not smart enough. This is due to my frequent changing of ideas and my poor ability to communicate with others. It feel good to work with a people who is smart and understandable. However, not everyone is as smart as you expected and I need to accept this truth. Hence, I always try my best to work with others and try not to expect too much.

Sometime I just like to shut myself down when I am with a group of friends. Sometime I just feel that I have nothing to say or not into the interest of the topics, I just like to shut myself down. I may just thinking of other things while listening to what my friends say. I try not to say anything since I may speak wrongly in the conversation that I have no confidence in. May be this make my sensitive colleague, she is a girl, feel that I am angry or mad. I am not mad, just that I am not into the conversation and need some relaxation in my mind. Hence, I put myself into standby mode.

Sometime I really feel offence by some words or some sentences. I may not express it out since I just have a don't care mind inside my heart. However, I just don't feel comfortable to hear people say that I have many money and so on. I am single but it does not mean that I am rich. I still don't want to change my car since it is still workable and not a suitable time to change. I may not have many years to go before I die but why should I need to buy an expensive car? To reveal my status or show that I am a success salary man?

Many people love to drive a good car. Every one have his own interest in life. To me, I am not into car. I prefer to live in a simple way, in a practical way.

2007 Team Building - Part II

The Nice Trolak Country Resort

3rd Aug 2007, our department has a team building held at Trolak Country Resort. As a traditional event as last year, treasure hunt was hunt in the early morning, and the hunt was on all the way to Trolak. I personally have some reason that could not join the hunt, hence I was driving there alone to this beautiful Trolak Country Resort.

Before I wake up that day, KKJM and KKJM's Jie had been contact me through SMS and phone for getting help for the treasure hunt. Well, it was good that they gave me a wake up call that morning. Well, I just wake up and settle some personal thing, then head to the Trolak.

It just took about one and a half hour to drive there. The first event for the day was some indoor activities. We all were divided into six group and each group need to came up a good name. I was fortunate to have a team members that were so active and creative. We named our team as "Pirates" and with our nice slogan of "We are pirates, we will sapu everything."

Our colourful and nice team flag - Best

Without any doubt, we won as the best FLAG maker. Thanks to our Pirate No 1, Mr IS, who brainstorm us and provided us a good name plus a good picture. In addition, not to forget our Pirate No 10, Mr KYL, who came up the brilliant and yet creative team cheers, "We SAPU everything".

After that, we went to check into our room. My room number was 8384. While KC and KKJM's Jie was in room 8380. Although we were in a same block and same floor, it seems that they were having a smaller room than us.

Waiting the driver to the Sungai Klah

After settling everything, we went to the Sungai Klah Hot Spring Park to have some nice and relax hot spring bath.

The Entrance point of the park

Hot spring, hot spring, we are coming!!!

Everyone of us were so happy. The park was nice and really well-maintained. I will strongly recommend to go there as a place to relax and have fun. We all went to the hot spring therapy path and soak our legs into a hot pool. The temperature was about 38C to 40C, but yet was very hot. We all just put our legs inside the hot pool and had a nice talk there.

Our legs are scolding!

In addition to that, there had a family pool there, in which the water was hot but yet comfortable to soak your whole body in. I was so excited and soak myself inside the pool. I asked KKJM's Jie to stand on my back and help me to massage. She was so cruel that asked KHQ and KKJM to stand on my back. Both KHQ and KKJM sure will brake my back if they stand on my back.

So nice to soak inside the hot water

Good way to relax ourselves!

However, we need to head back to the resort for dinner and night walk in the jungle. However, we will come back the following day for the amazing race type of game in this park.



Dinner was quite decent for me, may be I was too hungry for that. We will then went for the jungle walk at night. It was very scary since the jungle was very dark. The most exciting part was when we need to walk in the jungle by touching the string as a guide. The jungle was too dark and the only way to go out was to use your touching sense to go out. We all went into as a team, and walk out as a team. During the walk, we all need to be cooperate in order to find a way out of the dark. I personally found that it was really a good activities, however, the event took many time. It was fun, and yet exhausted.

Later that night, most of us went for a rest since the following day we need to wake up at 7.00 a.m. But for me, it was hard to sleep at 11.00p.m. I asked KKJM, KZH amd KC to have a supper and also to buy the water. I went out with 3Ks and we did have a nice supper along the highway. It was such a nice conversation with them since it was hard to get a time to talk with them during the working hours.

It was quite a nice team building.

By the way, another report on the team building is from KKJM's blog and KKJM's Jie blog.

2007 Team Building - Hot Spring Sg Klah - Part 1

This year our department have the team building in Sg Klah, Trolak, Perak...

Before have a detail story about the team building, let's see some video clips during this video clip ...


You will find that my colleagues always like to bully me.


All are adults, but still have child heart inside the body.

Lampe Berger - A MLM that make failure

I have many friends, or heard from friends, Lampe Berger is a scam in MLM market. It is an indirect scheme of pyramid. The higher level people earn money from the lower level. It is not a healthy MLM scheme.

Many blogs have some report on it. The most popular is the http://antilampeberger.blogspot.com/ , a good and comprehensive blog about the system and the failure and also the craziness that people who join this company.

There are some very funny but yet I think is stupid video clip made from them in youtube to show their exciting activities they have, such as below:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_kNbqzSj0W4
This is a theme song to praise their CEO in Malaysia ? I find it so childish.


Another theme song in Hong Kong.


Some "good" advertisement to attract people.

Below is the report from Hong Kong talking about this issue. If the Lampe Berger MLM system is workable, why all the people now in the world is criticize the Lampe Berger?

Baby Cactus growing up - After 1st April in Cameron Highland

ZAX is the ASTRO NEW TALENT CHAMPION!! ... XiaoXiao also Third... both are my favorites......

ZAX win!!! So happy for him to win due to his great improvement from the previous round until the final round

Wayne become the second on this final round. Although his voice is good, just that he lack of something called charisma.

HsiaoYen really fight for her third place. She was not the favorite to come into final. But I like her, the fighting spirit she have and the style of her stage performance is too good. She always become the winner of the most favorite new talent through the SMS voting.

Crystal is pretty, nice voice and good technique. I think she lose to HsiaoYen during the PK competition for the third place due to single safe. She did not take risk as HsiaoYen did.

She is not my favorite, although she is fifth in the final round. Her voice is great, just that she seems no expression in her face.

Lindsay Lohan ... You are totally out now in my heart ... No more sweet heart

The news found in the website and newspaper. Another negative ews for Lindsay.


27 July 2007 (Sawf News) - According to three witnesses who were in the GMC Denali that Lindsay chased her assistant’s mother with early Tuesday, the recently rehabbed 21-year-old was at the wheels, inebriated, driving well above speed limits and jumping red lights during the chase.

The three boys, Dante Nigro, Jakon Sutter and Ronnie Blake spoke with TMZ and according to them this is what transpired.

The Denali belonged to Dante who along with friends Jakon, Ronnie and the boyfriend of Lindsay Lohan’s assistant were in Malibu Monday afternoon where they ran into Lindsay and her assistant.

Later, Lindsay’s assistant text messaged Dante saying Lindsay would like to have him over for a party that night.

When the four of them arrived for the party only Dante and assistant’s boyfriend were let in.

According to Dante Lindsay was never without a drink during the party.

At one point Lindsay’s assistant went out with her boyfriend and the two of them had an argument. Later Lindsay followed them outside and became angry with her assistant. Eventually the assistant said “I quit” which further infuriated Lindsay.

The four boys then climbed into the Denali, with the assistant’s boyfriend at the wheel, ready to leave. However, the boyfriend got out to talk to his girlfriend, leaving the keys in the ignition. An argument ensued following which the assistant took off in her car.

That is the time when Lindsay jumped into the Denali to give chase. One of the three boys still in the SUV, Ronnie, says he was so scared he jumped out.

Lindsay followed her assistant on to the Pacific Coast Highway in Malibu, at times driving at 100 mph, even as Dante and Jakon tried to reason with her. A wild chase followed but eventually the assistant managed to shake off Lindsay.

Lindsay, sure the assistant will head to her mother’s house, decided to go there. Coincidently, when she reached the house the mother was just pulling into her driveway. The mother, rattled by Denali speeding towards her, quickly backed out of the driveway and took off.

Another chase ensued, with the cars this time hitting 80 mph, as the mother attempted to drive to a nearby police station. The two cars eventually stopped at parking lot near the police station and that is when the police arrived.

Dante thinks Lindsay told officers, "I wasn't driving. The black kid was driving."

Astro New Talent Quest 2007 - SemiFinal round II

This time I would like to add in their song selection during the contest.

Wayne



He sings quite good, voice is good in control. However, I does not like him so much, don't know why.

HsiaoYen - Christy


I like her voice and personality. She sings quite alright, not as tehcnically good as others, but her voice is very unique.

Zax



I like his voice when hit the high note. The first song is really good and nice to listen. However, his second song, to me is not the best but yet is still alright.

Jyin



She technically is good in singin. However, I do no like her. May be her singing is too technical until I feel that she has not emotional and personality.

Frankie



Frankie was judge favarite but this time he reall mess it up. He totally lost control of his voice.

Cystal



She is cute and beatiful. She is my favorite too. She really sings quite good.

A the final battle, it is between HsiaoYen and Frankie to fight for the last oppurtunity to go into final.

HsiaoYen - Christy



She sings quite good and stable in this PK round. She must go into final and she really did it.

Frankie



Again, he mess his song again. There have no more chance for him now to go into final.

When public sweat heart grow up

Remember when Britney and Lindsay in several years ago. There were beautiful, young and yet a very healthy and freshly look to all of us. Not even the teen love it, the parents were also like them.


Lindsay shock us by her excellent performance in parent traps. Then it follow by the recent teen movie such as Freaky Friday. Her movie were a big hit in Hollywood and she become a A list star in Hollywood.



Britney Spear shown out as a teen star in the Mickey Mouse club. Then her first album, ...Babe One More Time, become the No 1 hit album in USA. All the sudden, she became a famous and adorable star.

However, both of them seems having the problem in growing out. May be this is the adolescent issue. Recently Lindsay was arrested due to drink and drive in addition to having possession of cocaine early Tuesday morning. All the sudden, this girl seems to be a stranger to me. I watched E! Entertainment, in which in that show, she mentioned that she will not do some crazy stuff and only party with rational mind. I think she is now lost and a lot of negative news is surrounding her. She need to take correction on her act and behave as more responsible as she mentioned before.








Britney's latest weired behaviour make all the reporters busying to take her photo. I not sure she is trying to rebuild her reputation, however, the way she do it is too much. She not the adorable girl as before, but yet another bad example for her children since she smoke in front of her children.

Growing is a pain since we are trying to find our identity. Sometime we may influence by others and behave strangely in order to get attention or to release the stress.

Nice Song

Reply to KKJM's steam bath experince

Know that KKJM went to gym and have an interesting incident inside the steam bath in which he claimed that he has been "visually" harassed.

I just wonder would it like the incident as below:

Astro New Talent Quest 2007 - SemiFinal round

Watched the semifinal round for this year Astro Talent Quest 2007. Among the six peoples, they will be four people going into final. However, in order to make the show more interesting, the disqualified two contestant will have a final round of PK contest to fight themselves into the final round. This mean that instead of four contestants, it will increase to five.



Six of them are talented. However, one of the fsvorite that I found who is talented, Derek, miss out to go into 8 Best. I am totally shock to know when I saw that competition since Derek, who look like Leo Ku, was knock out in the competition. In my opinion, some were not as good as him but still manage to go into the subsequent round.

The first out for competition in this semifinal round was Wayne. He sang quite stable. I mean he seems to be playing safe in this round. Not much suprise for me to listen to his singing since he still maintain the similar standard as below, which is stable.

Hsiaoyen be the second contestant that night. I like her voice and personality. She did really sing quite good that night. However, she seems not the favorite for the judges and she was in the border of the disqualification after the judges make the comments.

Zax was next to go. I like his voice in high tone. Last round he just merely lost his opportunity to go to this round due to the inconsistent of his performance. His previous rounds were a bit shaky in the performance, and technically he was not as good as the other two male contestants for this final round. However, he did make us all surprise with good performance and good voice control. The judge commented that that day was his best performance throughout the competition. Although he is not handsome, but he has his charisma in this competition.

Jyin was the fourth to sing. She sing quite well, just that too well in technical until it seems like a machine. The judge comment that she seems a bit fake since she sing too technically until forgot the audience interaction.

Frankie was the next. He was the judge favorite. Frankly, I don't like him since I found that his voice and singing was not unique as Hsiaoyen or Derek. He was quite tension and totally shock the judges with the pitchy performance. All the judges were disappointed.

The last up was crystal. She was so cute that night with that dress. She is my favorite too. However, she likes to sing song that have high difficulty that judges always mentioned to her that those songs were not suitable to her. However, she did sing quite good in my opinion.

After the competition, I think that Frankie and Hsiaoyen would be out in this round. And without any doubts, both were eliminated since both of them are having the lowest mark in the 70s ranges. My poor Hsiaoyen got the lowest mark in that nigh. The twist came in for that night competiton when the judges said that they will give these two contestants a final changes. That mean one of them will be reselect into the final round. I felt a bit wiered and unfair if the judges want to help Frankie go into the final round since he is the "baby" for the judges.

The luck did not belong to Frankie. Hsiaoyen sang quite stable and unique in her voice. However, Frankie chose a risky song and again he failed to deliver it week. His voice was totally out of control and pitchy in some high notes. I was praying that Hsiaoyen will go into final round.

The five judges need to vote who will lucky to join the final four into the final. With no doubt, by the vote of 3 to 2, Hsiaoyen successfully knock out Frankie.


By the way, found this photo in the website for the competition. NaiKong, is my senoir during the secondary school. When I was in school day, I heard the he was very good in piano. Now he was quite active in the music industry. Good luck for him.

Acting Alike

This guy try to act like Sammy. And his voice is really like Sammy.


This guy sing like Faye Wong.

This Guy is incredible !!!